We all have our days. I guess today is mine. The day that you don't feel yourself, your mind is filled with self doubt and negative thoughts. I think things that aren't really true, but feel true. Sometimes feeling can over rule reality. Or is it, that there is some reality to it and I normally just ignore it. I have to remind myself that I do matter and the Lord is watching over me and He knows the desire of my heart. Cheer up It's going to get better...maybe?